I have tried to be as strong as possible. Keeping my mind off him not being here has been such a chore and I finally broke down last night. I was laying in bed and rolled over and got that whif . . . it smelled just like him! I knew that he was already in bed, probably sleeping like a dog but I had to call anyway. I couldn't even say a word I was crying so hard and he freaked out . . thinking something was wrong! After we talked for awhile and he calmed me down, reminding me that he is doing this for "US" and that he will be home soon (not soon enough) he said goodnight and sweet dreams and we were both fast to sleep. Time is passing sooooo slow!
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I know how it feels to not have them there at night. With Brian not being home every night I don't get much sleep. It's definatley very hard especially when you are sooo used to it. Last week I went and got Parker out of bed and slept with him on the couch for a couple hours just to have some comfort. It will be ok and trust me it's not easy getting used to. And like he said he is doing it for you guys. He loves you very much and I'm sure if he wasn't working his butt off during the day and wasn't so tired that he would be feeling some of the same way. Love you! Mel
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